Try as you might,
It slips through the cracks
The illusion held tight,
Azure falls to black
These highs and lows
In lines I’ve dole,
I’m cross-stitching
My mouth closed
I’m covering up
Yet unload,
The ebony ghost
And his roving storm
In poetic form
Overexposed,
Vulnerable,
I’m a scarecrow
Nearly post and straw
Amidst a field fully crow
Swallowed,
Dissolved,
Nothingness…becomes home
Built on tossed stones
And love note embers
Failures and setbacks
There’s an abyss of loneliness
Try as you might,
It slips through the cracks
The illusion held tight,
Azure falls to black
©2018 loose.leaf.lover
Wow. I am really glad that you are posting more often, Eup.
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I appreciate your response, and don’t take this the wrong way, but the amount of versus how I am feeling is the result of what you see. To me, this is at times a therapeutic release from memories and current events, as well as a continuous expanse of my creativity in a way. There’s not enough time in the day now, but trust me, I used to be crazy active back when all I had was time and reflections. Now, I am happy to see that you are a constant encouraging source as well as sort of a platform for those who’ve just newly arrived, because sometimes people need those rays in reality. So thank you truthfully for responding, I just had to state that because I didn’t want to be misunderstood to why I write.
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Yes. I do understand. I am glad that you are doing great. It’s nice to read some of your reflections so I am always a bit excited when I see that you posted something that you wanna share. 😊
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Thank you, for your continued kindness.
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Can I ask you a question?
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Sure. 😊
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Are you naturally a outgoing person?
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Yes. Eversince I can remember. I hate going out, I like to stay at home and sleep all the time, but I love talking to people, there’s beauty in every conversation and I want all of that. Besides, I do this for a living, it’s a part of my job. 😊😊😊
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What do you do for a living?
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I am a tele-communications/call center agent. Haha. So I talk, talk, talk. 😂
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Ok, now I can see that. Much respect
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Haha. Thank you. I don’t have friends, actually. I prefet talking to people like you, people where I can learn so much from. I’m the kind of person that no one really understand, so although I love meeting and talking to new people, my social life is not that alive or something. 😊
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I don’t see why you wouldn’t have friends, but this is but a conversation. Honestly, you can learn a lot from people’s conversation or what they choose to reveal
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That’s right. I’ve been talking to a lot of people latelty, even outside WP. It’s a great experience.
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You should have quite the collection of friends by now. I think sometimes that we can underestimate the value of friendship in our lives.
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